364-untukamu

Kuwarnai setiap hariku dengan sisa-sisa setiaku ,
mungkin hanya bisa kutulis dengan tinta kasat mata yang kupunya ,
tapi percayalah,
kau hanya tinggal mengejanya dengan setiap emosi dan rasamu .

Tuhan sengaja membuat 2 labirin untuk kita ,
tapi bukan tak mungkin kita mampu menyatukannya ,
semakin rumit ? ya .
tapi itu akan semakin memudahkan kita untuk tetap bersama .
memudahkan kita untuk saling berpegangan tangan,
dan menjauh dari jalan buntu atau bahkan membuat rute baru .

jangan resahkan malam , jangan resahkan gelap
aku akan tetap menjadi cahaya tanpa akar diantara lilin-lilinmu yang telah padam di masa lalu .

kharismamu terbongkar di masa mudamu ,
demikian pula rasaku terhadapmu , terbongkar . seluruhnya olehmu .

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cahaya peri cantik ini bukan darimu ,
tapi aku cukup berterimakasih ia selalu mengingatkanku tentang kamu .
dari putih ia berubah jadi biru ,
membuatku tak perlu lagi merintih atau mengeluh .

mungkin indah gradasi warna dari putih ke kuning ,
tapi percayalah itu tetap tak seindah ucapan cintamu di malam 22 november 2010 kala itu .

When 'YOU' believe

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could... (whoa, yes)

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice
Says love is very near...

There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (Boy, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
[It's hard...] (Hard to kill, oh)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Now you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe...

(You will when you) You will when you...believe...

Just believe... (You will...)
[You gotta believe...] (Just believe...)

You will when you...
...Believe.

364-untukamu

: Genap sudah 364hari setiaku , terimakasih sudah mau jadi motivasi di setiap waktuku . 22 november 2020 ? walaupun seingatku itu yang kamu harapkan 'dulu' , tapi aku akan tetap berusaha untuk hari itu .